(via idostupidthings)
you were my only one, i had you where i want you but it was me who screwed things up evetually, i layed everything on the line and layed all my cards out, i came to my last straw, poured my heart on the ground, only to be trampled and kicked all around. im nothing now, i lost you. you were my one true love, and it kills me everybit each time my heart yearn and beats for you, thoughts of you haunt me, they wont let me sleep, wont let me eat and wont let me function. im broken beyond repair and there is no cure for my dispair. no way to take things back. a life filled with regrets is now my destiny, a failed dream, a hope that will never be, now im stuck here to use my creativity to somehow shout into the emptiness what i feel, what goes on my head and what i want to say even though its too late. hoping someday youll stumble upon this blog and read about my pains and regrets.
i love you baby.
i love you Dei.
you’ve got to get better,
said, it’s all in your head,
we could live through these letters
or forget it altogether,
see the months they dont matter
its the days i can’t take
when the hours move to minutes
and i’m seconds away,
just ask the question come untie the knot
say you won’t care,
say you won’t care,
retrace the steps, as if we forgot,
say you won’t care, say you won’t care….
you try to avoid it, but there’s not a doubt
and there’s one thing i can do nothing about…
when all that we need is just a reaction,
its too much to ask for when there’s no attraction anymore,
chasing our dreams is just a distraction
i want to remember what i know…
but i can’t go back,
just ask the question, come untie the knot
say you wont care
say you wont care
retrace the steps as if we forgot
say you wont care, say you wont care…
you try to avoid it
but theres not a doubt
and theres one thing i can do nothing…
theres one thing i can do nothing…
theres one thing i can do nothing about.
